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Pretend For Me

by Grenadina

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1.
Eight Up 03:27
Put your hand in mine I hope that you can't feel The heat, the sweat, the nerves I can't explain For once I'm lost for words You are just what I need You make it easy to breathe For too long I've been out of tune But you put me back in key We are going pretty fast But it seems to me you're okay with that I know we're rough around edges But I don't care about image Isn't this what youth is for Taking it all, but still wanting more Late nights, warm hands, blunts of grass For now this feeling just won't pass I'm a cynic, but I can say I never thought I'd feel this way My heart starts to palpitate Worries start to melt away Cigarettes and cheap beer Help erase neurotic fear I can't help but see the good you hide away Despite what everybody thinks, I know you're here to stay
2.
Spit & Sting 02:55
The sacrificial is the sworn enemy They pieced the lamb, but they got none of me A drop of blood in your southern iced tea It's mixed all together with a spit and a scream They keep a close eye out for all the things they hear The heathens and the whores, the fantasies they fear I'm not talking 'bout a normal thing I'm coming solo with a spit and a sting Age confirmation is a fornicane I'm driving backwards in the pouring rain Tried new luck, but my luck was the same No I don't give a fuck who they're coming to claim The collared boys with their leather bound treats They rule the world with their hypocrisy I feel alone with my teeth in the street And the end is coming, but it's no one to me
3.
You say player like it's a bad thing But don't pretend you didn't see it coming What do you want me to say to you I'm gonna get the hell out of Dodge now Game's no fun when you're already found out What do you want me to fucking do You and I aren't two of a kind Guess that makes me a bitch, huh? Wishing you the best, nothing but admiration Better luck with your next fascination Take my word, you're better off Here is the thing, you're just not my problem I've been honest with you from day one Sorry you're not in my thoughts You and I aren't two of a kind I'm sorry that I messed with your mind Well I guess that's the name of the game You always fall for the one who likes your pain I know that I'm the bad guy But I really did try I told you you're really great But falling for me was a big mistake
4.
Desire crawling up my throat As the Devil himself passes me a smoke I can't take this noise, what have I become Just a pile of bones in a broken home The shakes start to pass, get replaced by the fear As a pretty girl shatters the face in the mirror The glamour of angst is a sickening truth But these kids all crave the attention of youth What do you say To the ones who won't obey Stick them in that closet space Where the bad dreams go to stay What I really don't get is why we all complain I mean we all got shit but that's the name of the game So light your pipe and get all deep Tell me all about your mom and your newest shrink If the children are the future then I'm scared as shit These Adderall zombies can't handle it So lock me up tight, add a couple of chains I'd be lying to you if I said I'm not the same What do you say To the ones that won't obey Stick them in that closet space Where the bad dreams go to stay Someone please get me out of here I've really had one hell of a fucked up year I used to have some hope but it's all run out Don't know if it's the poison or this plastic town So I'm sweeping up, burning up this page I'm gonna treat this world like it's my own stage
5.
Merriweather 03:28
Words are coming slowly, the room begins to spin A stranger holds a candle and a ziplock full of sin Ambivalence is growing as rats chew on her thoughts Red lipstick and broken glass replace the will to talk Smiling over pavement, weeping over white What the fuck do you expect from damaged broken light She finds silence alarming and digs the taste of steel Which is worse, a lack of drive, or poison with each meal (Chorus) Filling open spaces with your smart mouth Please just don't expect me to hear your bullshit out Please just cut the mind games, the empty ego strokes You can't fool me, you can't fool them, you're only blowing smoke Which of you is next in line to up and disappoint me Fuck with me, I'll fuck you up and leave you lost and bleeding Chorus Really fucking hate that shit that you do and I don't care what you say Broken words and full ashtrays make up my every day Wanna get the fuck out, finger up to this town, but my hat is tipped towards you Without your cold words, your ego trips I'd still be the girl you knew
6.
Love sickness is a real disease I need a brain transplant, mine is killing me We're going nowhere, but we're taking our time While you sadistically mangle this heart of mine My mouth is shut tight like your true love's eyes But my mind keeps begging to believe your lies But you try so hard, And you talk so sweet And you look so good When you pretend for me Now I'm all alone The way it should be Put us both together and what do you get? A letter full of lies and a bed of regret This love is going nowhere, it was doomed from the start But you have turned playing me into a work of art So I put us both together and what did I get? A pocketful of guilt and a cigarette But you try so hard And you talk so sweet And you look so good When you pretend for me Now I 'm all alone The way it should be Put us both together and what do you get? A letter full of lies and a bed of regret This love was going nowhere it was doomed from the start But you have turned playing me into a work of art So I put us both together and what did I get? A pocketful of guilt and a cigarette I'm not the one who will shut up and listen I don't care what you think I'm bailing ship, not tossing out anchor And I'll laugh as I watch you sink I've been told that this doesn't work I guess I had to learn for myself I hope that your life turns out swell But know that you put me through hell

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Grenadina is: Steph Castor, Katie Ford, Mia Morrow, Stef Petrozz

We Built. You Destroyed. This is Girlcore.

"It was 11:20 when Grenadina began its set. Ford leads the band; she's tiny and her skinny jeans and high wedges only accent that. She has a loud voice, but she keeps it conspicuously clean and pleasant. The band describes its sound as "girlcore" – a description I can only guess at decoding. I know it doesn't equate the band to the haphazard punk of the early riot girl movement, though I suppose the band does share Sleater-Kinney's moody, dynamic indie rock sound. In separates, Stefanie Petrozz is an amazingly tight drummer, capable of playing both the notes and the rests with aplomb, and Morrow's big bass work was surprisingly on cue despite her condition. However it is the raw guitar work of Steph Castor that gives the band its depth and soul. Her playing shifts from sizzling leads to atmospheric notes to bombastic minor chords in an instant, and recalls my favourite Ian MacKaye in Fugazi moments. If I were to start a band tomorrow, Castor would be my first call. And I wasn't alone in my adoration – the members of Home & Away were constantly warming their hands on the invisible flames Castor created with her guitar."

-TooMuchRock.com

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released August 4, 2012

All music by Grenadina
All Lyrics by Katie Ford

Album Cover Art by William Chaffin
Recorded by William Chaffin at Magic Bean Studios

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Grenadina Lawrence, Kansas

Steph Castor. Katie Ford. Mia Morrow. Stef Petrozz. Girl-Core.

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